Left Side Paralysis

hello there,

let me introduce myself a little.

I'm a male, 28 years old, and I have a left facial paralysis.
I've had it since I was a kid. It happened during a surgery to remove a tumor.
I had a tumor that grew around the nerve, and the tumor started pushing on my air canal too much and had to be removed.

I wrote a lot of things. Things from my childhood. How I was treated.
Thoughts from today. I wrote a lot. I started writing more than a year ago intensively.
I was gonna make it a book, but I didn't. Somehow I just kind of put it aside, and forgot about it.
I think the thought that all the things I wrote are not really organized got me overwhelmed because I was thinking about all that I need to do.

So maybe instead of a book, I will just write here.
In pieces, not in a chronological order.